Helo... mi back... din realise my blog is still around. I have a resolution for the new year of 2009 that is to start blogging again *yawns*

This year marks the 30th year of my presence on Planet Earth and coming thru halfway, many thoughts fill my 0.0002 GB Hard Disk Brain. Dun anyone feels life is like a sequence, a pattern, a lesson..... Everything happens because of a reason.. everything just seems there all the way. Every aspect of an incident represents a level up to ur knowledge...simple or complex. You will always feel fearful if things will happen... but when things happen... you are become better off as you grow an extra vest of armour to ur humanly and fragile body.

Fear is a big word to the human being. With fear it presents an obstacles to ur success and well being in life.... in career we are scared we get retrenced... when we owe banks money we are fearful they will take legal action... when we get married... we are fearful if it will mean a lifetime of pain... the lists goes on.... But if we do and never get to go thru all this... how does our mind be mentally framed up to be prepared for the many many BAD BAD things that ARE going to happen in life... main thing is to be positive... look at life as a process... a process that doesnt just involve happiness.. it involves failures... hardships, sorrows etc. Look at it this way... a movie you watch doesnt just always play the goody goody scenes... you have to watch thru the many turbulences before a happy ending....

I told myself this morning... life's like a wave pattern... an up and a down a up and a down..... ride the wave to success... let the obstacles i face from now onwards be part of a cycle.. a signal that things are on the way up.... i WILL RIDE THRU THIS WAVE. HAPPY 2009:)