Helo... mi back... din realise my blog is still around. I have a resolution for the new year of 2009 that is to start blogging again *yawns*

This year marks the 30th year of my presence on Planet Earth and coming thru halfway, many thoughts fill my 0.0002 GB Hard Disk Brain. Dun anyone feels life is like a sequence, a pattern, a lesson..... Everything happens because of a reason.. everything just seems there all the way. Every aspect of an incident represents a level up to ur knowledge...simple or complex. You will always feel fearful if things will happen... but when things happen... you are become better off as you grow an extra vest of armour to ur humanly and fragile body.

Fear is a big word to the human being. With fear it presents an obstacles to ur success and well being in life.... in career we are scared we get retrenced... when we owe banks money we are fearful they will take legal action... when we get married... we are fearful if it will mean a lifetime of pain... the lists goes on.... But if we do and never get to go thru all this... how does our mind be mentally framed up to be prepared for the many many BAD BAD things that ARE going to happen in life... main thing is to be positive... look at life as a process... a process that doesnt just involve happiness.. it involves failures... hardships, sorrows etc. Look at it this way... a movie you watch doesnt just always play the goody goody scenes... you have to watch thru the many turbulences before a happy ending....

I told myself this morning... life's like a wave pattern... an up and a down a up and a down..... ride the wave to success... let the obstacles i face from now onwards be part of a cycle.. a signal that things are on the way up.... i WILL RIDE THRU THIS WAVE. HAPPY 2009:)

The afterlife, or life after death, is a generic term referring to a "continuation" of existence, typically spiritual, experiential, or ghost-like, beyond this world, or after death.

We all wonder where we will all go when we pass on one day.... What is it like to be on the other side? What will we become in our next life? Will we be subjected to sufferings or tortures due for our sins this life and previous lives? Will we be reduced to frequencies or radio waves?

My belief? Earth is only a place for us to experience the wonders of emotions, love, hurt etc... which is packaged in a product called life. We will all return to our planets when we die. Some will return to Pluto, some to Venus, some to Mars.... There is where our homes belong... where everlasting bonds and attachment exists... the place where we will live forever and the place which moulds our characters ( the scorpios, pisceans, librans etc....)

Whatever u believe, the end of life isnt a release of sufferings or isnt a journey into the mysterious world.... it's just going to be fufilling experience thats going to bring us a million memories, memories that will live with us everlasting.

To all those who believe in everyday is valentine or still in the pre-" why cant u brush ur teeth b4 your sleep period", here is one rose for u.... a Bery nice one ah....

im backo........

Post ths questions to ya:

Are you:

1) Critical of others
2) Gossip about others
3) Swear ( err. who doesnt?)
4) See the worst in people
5) Turn conversations amazingly into debates or quarrels.
6) A perfectionist
7) Too garang in work or play
8) Giving condescending looks or comments to people.

If your answer to all this is yes for half of them at least.......
MY GOD... you have a anger problem....

Isn't it wonderful to live in a world without restrictions.. without the stares that surround us every day.... i imagine myself walking on a beach where pple dun care if u exist, dun care what u do.... do the craziest things unimaginable.... NObodY f>>> care!!!

Why are we so stuck to the tasks we are given every day? We must really sit down, take a deep breath and think of 1001 reasons to complete every day with a purpose.

To live is to strive and to strive before we die. Without a goal, i really see no fun in our lives... i wonder hw many pple are caught into a robotic " work for the sake of working" pattern. It's scary..... The key is to find out what makes you ticks, a short term goal as simple as targeting to buy a new handphone or e-gadget or a more far term goal like a new car or a trip to europe. Making $$$ is every goal or hope(well almost all) but that's too vague as a goal. What are u gtg to do with the money?

Seriously we all need to find a goal at least.....

We all need to find a

I have the ability to pick up on thoughts, emotions, events, locations and illnesses that aren't readily apparent on a visual, auditory, or other sensory level. Telepathy and phenomena like these are often classified under the category of ESP.

Im trying my very best to create the 4D results for tomorrow in my powerful mind, using my telepathic powers. I f i do not succeed, i will join the mere mortal to try draw the powers of divine inspiration.,,, somehow

I will succeed........

黑暗中的我们都没有说话你只想回家不想你回
家寂寞深的像海太让人害怕温柔你的手轻轻揉
着我的发你的眉眼说你好渴望我拥抱你身体却
在拼命逃但欲望在燃烧你爱我还是他..

i improved again.... thank u*claps*

The human race is a hardworking bunch, we come into the world with a blank memory chip, manage to input information around us in light years and implement this information to adapt to events and incidents happening around us. .. how can we not be special? We are a race that will understand that hands on practice and practice and practice makes perfect. We are visual learners who will always be visually stimulated and inspired by our surroundings. We learn from the audios continuously played in to our ears.Through these processes, we have been able apply the laws of statistics extremely well to recreate ourselves for decades, centuries, generations and keep ourselves from going the dino-extimilo. Need a reason or example? How do u explain the fact that the male specimen have always understood that thousands, millions, billions, trillions, zillions of unborn babies must be sacrificed first before each and every one of us are being produced.

Wah... we are GOOD ah...

"Angels were created at the beginning of time and fromation of the universe. They are messengers from GOD that don't die, and never will until the demise of the present Universe. Angels won't age and can take on male or female forms or they can take the forms of animals when needed or required. Their mission on earth is to bring messages from the Absolute to all earthly life forms, and provide aid, help and assistance when necessary. Human beings do not become angels when they die. They become transcendent human beings. Angels belong to a totally diifferent spectrum"

Im not an angel... dun tink i can become one.... though i seem alienated from the human race since young and thought i may be one... tata.